A Day in The Life

Old Post - 2008-06-23

I missed church service today, but found myself deep in a reflective mood most of the day. It was a slow Sunday, I’ve got so much work to do, but I just puttered the day away. Mostly finding diversions to fill my mind with thoughts of wanting to “be better” or live again. Divorce has been a terrible experience in some ways. Its not the loss of love, but the loss of what you thought you were doing all those years. It can vanish in a second and I’m finding that its taken me so long to get back to what I thought I was. I remember a trip back home when Steve Winwood’s song came on - he was singing something like “I’m the same that I used to be” or something like that. I was on a road and made a b line to a friends house and she was there. I did’nt tell her about the song or the experience that I was having at the moment. But it mattered.